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2024-11-13 02:18:21 UTC by rence

南山墙上刻悲歌 盖着不让人琢磨
北海放了一把火 就请随风扬了我

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2024-11-09 09:16:17 UTC by rence

Go out and meet somebody,
Who actually likes me for me
And this time I'll let them.
Yeah, I like telling stories
But I don't have to write them in ink
I CAN STILL CHANGE THE END

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2024-11-08 14:34:15 UTC by rence

Delusion should be on the DSM-5, America, I need a miracle...

moments

2024-11-07 02:21:06 UTC by rence

Why Don't You Say So

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2024-11-04 00:12:42 UTC by rence

so I say, "goodnight, make it home" like I'm making a wish, on you, from afar, you're my shooting star.... I wish I may, and I think I might, regret this either way... If I let you in my heart, or keep you in the dark, so I love you from afar....

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2024-10-30 20:06:17 UTC by rence

I'm ONLY observing on this Thursday night, and being more sober in a sea of higher concentration, is a power trip.

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2024-10-28 14:29:23 UTC by rence

All the shine of half a decade fading, what if, I'm not worth the time and breath I know you're saving

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2024-10-27 01:13:47 UTC by rence

Literally NEVER drinking again. I don't even have the courage to look back at my snaps from last night

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2024-10-24 17:22:13 UTC by rence

这一路破空 苦难有千重 谁人懂 只求有朝再相逢

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2024-10-18 13:49:18 UTC by rence

And I know that it's hard to love, but is it wrong to hope?

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2024-10-11 11:23:52 UTC by rence

You drop me off, your windows down I'm looking in you're looking out, I say good night as if my heart isn't wrenching. As if I'm not what you're waiting for as if I'm not in your ending. I'll say it now, "you're everything, turn back around, and never leave." I type it out, as if that's the text I'm sending.

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2024-10-06 21:28:35 UTC by rence

The trick is not minding that it hurts :pray

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2024-10-06 14:03:09 UTC by rence

I like how people say not to mix alcohol to avoid intoxication but I INTENTIONALLY mix so that I can FEEL something

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2024-10-01 09:49:23 UTC by rence

So why was I listening to a genshin song and crying in the most crowded street of Kyoto

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2024-09-27 12:43:30 UTC by rence

My mouth tastes like blood and I think I might die thank god I searched online and realized the train stops running

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2024-09-22 17:32:21 UTC by rence

Shinitai missed my train

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2024-09-16 16:57:03 UTC by rence

Ummm this is insane imma take off for the rest of the year

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2024-09-16 07:24:02 UTC by rence

No one besides us romanticize the suffering, to them, we're just SUFFERING

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2024-09-06 13:28:41 UTC by rence

My favorite time of the day is when I drink

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2024-08-23 18:29:53 UTC by rence

Unfortunately, there ain't no gold, in this river

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2024-08-22 04:13:45 UTC by rence

The moment when you lie in exasperation and sweat, I'm not convinced, but it also wasn't an argument, was it?

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2024-08-16 20:04:33 UTC by rence

真的抱歉,让你看到... 难堪的一面了

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2024-08-10 11:28:28 UTC by rence

隐约的炊烟 十年来的猛烈

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2024-08-03 23:12:58 UTC by rence

故事越往前走,人就越少了。我想我终归是个伤春悲秋的人吧。

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2024-08-01 22:14:37 UTC by rence

Look at you now, superstar now, what would your mother say

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2024-07-26 17:41:13 UTC by rence

and that was one of that

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2024-07-20 08:05:29 UTC by rence

so maybe I should LEAN IN, if there's one thing I should've done all along, it's that?

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2024-07-18 22:44:21 UTC by rence

The way I was just minding my own business and this BEE comes out of nowhere and stings me like hello excuse me?

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2024-07-12 07:25:01 UTC by rence

BA lounge as shitty as always

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2024-07-09 02:50:39 UTC by rence

So why are we having religious conversations at the workplace imma KMS

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2024-06-25 11:08:49 UTC by rence

My first #hungover experience and it's with my coworkers

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2024-06-22 04:22:47 UTC by rence

That night, you were talkin' false prophets and profits They make in the margins of poetry sonnets You never read up on it, shame, could've learned somethin' Robert Bly on my nightstand, gifts from you, how ironic The curse or a miracle, hearse or an oracle You're incomparable, fuck, it was chemical You (You) plus (Plus) me (Me) was

But that's just tough love
And you're lucky to receive it, right?

Oh, thank God that you're not seein' this
I'll spare you from everything

I was brave when I kissed you in London
We're collateral here, man, we got hit
Hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage
Every page that I wrote, you were on it
Feel you deep in my bones, you're the current
And I showed no restraint, it was something
I was scared of 'til you made me love it

I practiced speeches in private
I was impressed with my every line
I think we call that performing
That's not how I wanna spend my life

And what seemed like fate give it 10 months and you'll be past it

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2024-06-20 17:46:33 UTC by rence

变成Rebecca,很糟吗?

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2024-06-11 01:58:21 UTC by rence

sometimes in life you gotta live those ghetto ass experiences while you still can cuz at some point you won't be able to bear it anymore

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2024-06-08 21:33:53 UTC by rence

know when to stop before you start!

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2024-05-27 09:45:22 UTC by rence

关山难越,谁悲失路之人

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2024-05-20 02:08:07 UTC by rence

I just close my eyes and trust god

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2024-05-16 01:07:37 UTC by rence

记得那年你拼尽全力

毕业以后 却一败涂地

余生很长 但我只能送你到这里了

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2024-05-10 12:03:19 UTC by rence

Its moments like this that make the journey worth it

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2024-04-23 09:20:40 UTC by rence

十五岁的我,再怎么跑也跑不出那个操场

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2024-04-19 07:31:51 UTC by rence

I'd rather burn my whole life down
Than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin'
I'll tell you something 'bout my good name
It's mine alone to disgrace
I don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing

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2024-04-16 22:33:19 UTC by rence

pipeline must succeed

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2024-04-11 22:55:59 UTC by rence

When you don't know, you can believe in anything. But now I know I fr can't be living that ghetto life no more..

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2024-04-01 03:22:56 UTC by rence

有些苦难必定不会让所有人知道

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2024-03-27 02:49:03 UTC by rence

Harvey Milk is the best terminal in America

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2024-03-25 20:33:45 UTC by rence

it pains me to say Hong Kong is over

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2024-03-24 08:58:20 UTC by rence

Do I really like coding or do I just like when things work out the way I want them to

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2024-03-17 03:12:20 UTC by rence

you got me misunderstood but at least I look this good

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2024-03-15 04:48:59 UTC by rence

Fingers Crossed for OW RTW DONE4

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2024-03-15 01:18:46 UTC by rence

now you're out of my way, and im running out of thing i could say, and i think about you every day, and the memories fade. im finally fine without you. lifes NOT a race, I really hope you find your own pace. and I wish someday you feel the same. cuz ill be ok im finally fine without you

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2024-03-14 07:02:18 UTC by rence

birthday for one

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2024-03-04 07:43:26 UTC by rence

for someone who is supposed to be pragmatic, I love delusion

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2024-02-28 17:22:08 UTC by rence

但这次我不想沉默

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2024-02-27 00:52:54 UTC by rence

今天也是丧家之犬在街上逃窜的一天呢

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2024-02-25 03:33:37 UTC by rence

barista gave me free coffee and I didn't know how to behave

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2024-02-21 01:12:42 UTC by rence

Wait a minute, hold up a second Don't leave me here with this feeling, like I'm the one full of regret Like I never did good for us both, like you never did Pull out that weapon And stick that knife in my back, was I supposed to accept it When your words are like More than just sticks and stones, kinda like a bullet A hollow tip that's lodged in my bones, and I can't just swallow it

My pride is more than all that I own, so I gotta give it away And some of the times I'm all the way wrong But can't you see past me and see my fucked up home That made me the meanest, the devil is just singing along To the song I write 'til I'm alone at night And I hang up the phone and bite my tongue 'Cause I know that me and you is just only right, but One, one, one, one...

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2024-02-20 09:48:10 UTC by rence

Thank you for choosing United

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2024-02-18 10:03:55 UTC by rence

functionally how are clubbing and jumproping different???

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2024-02-12 23:31:30 UTC by rence

I love when I keep typing and clicking send faster than I can think about wbhat I typed

thoughts

2024-02-12 07:57:00 UTC by rence

It is all very interesting, what is happening

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2024-02-10 06:40:30 UTC by rence

I don't think I'd need wisdom beyond my years. I just need wisdom. Not years.

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2024-02-02 01:32:00 UTC by rence

普通的人生 普通的活法 但我不想普通的过

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2024-01-26 02:52:00 UTC by rence

Flying standby is such a thrilling experience this is crazy. If you want some fun in life definitely will recommend!

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2024-01-26 00:23:00 UTC by rence

If i cant make it onto this one its mcdonalds for me

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2024-01-20 04:48:00 UTC by rence

the way people can talk about donuts for an hour I hope I never become geriatric

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2024-01-18 02:14:00 UTC by rence

deutschebahn cancelling trains left and right imma kms

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2024-01-12 22:21:00 UTC by rence

你的幸福吵到了整个爱丁堡

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2024-01-08 02:34:00 UTC by rence

你一定要胜利。18岁的文东恩和36岁的文东恩,我都支持。

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2023-12-23 18:32:00 UTC by rence

just because it didn't work doesn't mean it's meaningless to me, just wasn't meant to be

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2023-12-14 21:17:00 UTC by rence

TO THOSE WHO FEAR, BUT JUMP ANYWAY

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2023-12-11 23:17:00 UTC by rence

if life gives you lemons... you're probably dyslexic

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2023-12-07 08:02:00 UTC by rence

Sometimes I think, hmmm, wouldn't that be nice. Then I'm reminded that actually, it is indeed not that nice.

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2023-12-02 23:59:00 UTC by rence

I don't believe in sunbathing, I believe in seeking shade

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2023-12-01 21:06:00 UTC by rence

so why am I crying at the gym again

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2023-11-29 04:42:00 UTC by rence

how did I slip on this fucking street and am now seizing on the stairs

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2023-11-21 20:52:00 UTC by rence

Everyday in Turkey is show and tell

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2023-11-18 22:35:00 UTC by rence

six months later I'm still here

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2023-11-14 18:42:00 UTC by rence

istg tmr i will starve, tmr...

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2023-11-14 04:21:00 UTC by rence

everyday I tell myself gluttony is a sin but

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2023-11-13 07:05:00 UTC by rence

summer to snow in one day

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2023-11-12 09:51:16 UTC by rence

I’ll keep my lanterns lit

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2023-11-05 04:38:27 UTC by rence

好きってことさ。仆は君に会う为に生まれてきたのかもしれない。ありがとう。君に会えて嬉しかったよ。

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2023-11-04 03:38:09 UTC by rence

难道不是吗?我的孤傲,无需言表。

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2023-10-27 23:46:00 UTC by rence

I didn't come here to make friends

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2023-10-25 00:19:59 UTC by rence

可是现在呢?你说呢?

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2023-10-17 22:03:43 UTC by rence

the temptation to delete comments is great but I keep reminding myself that it is just an exercise in strength and acceptance, to go public means to embrace criticism, no one can live in a greenhouse of praise eternally

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2023-10-17 06:50:14 UTC by rence

Said don’t look down and then you do you put your past on me and you think you got problems well I have too you ran from love thats nothing new

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2023-09-29 19:30:00 UTC by rence

my plans get rain checked like literally every other weekend in New York kms

moments

2023-09-17 04:39:00 UTC by rence

This is a Brooklyn bound F train via the E line.

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2023-09-15 22:21:00 UTC by rence

Downtown E runs via the F after 5 Ave/53 St to 2 Ave, the last stop. No E between W 4th St-Wash Sq and World Trade Center.

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2023-09-12 19:43:00 UTC by rence

every day in NYC is an embarrassment

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2023-09-08 23:08:00 UTC by rence

I dont wanna be that person but I would literally be that person

thoughts

2023-09-06 04:14:00 UTC by rence

drinking Paula's Choice LMFAOO

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2023-08-18 01:22:00 UTC by rence

Whenever I feel d pressed about being old i think of xiaozhan and then im ok

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2023-08-06 06:47:00 UTC by rence

Today is the perfect day to be a Taylor Swift fan. So was yesterday. So is tomorrow. And every day from now on until forever!

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2023-08-01 17:23:00 UTC by rence

HOLY SHIT I THINK IM GOING TO SEE TAYLOR SWIFT ITS A MIRACLE

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2023-07-31 01:09:00 UTC by rence

America, I need a miracle

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2023-07-23 08:56:00 UTC by rence

First of all, I'm an american, so I don't have to understand anything

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2023-07-17 05:34:00 UTC by rence

the eight phones for four people kinda vacation

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2023-07-08 01:27:00 UTC by rence

They close the parkway late last night, and as I say with the echoes of the lies that I told, I felt young, never change

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2023-07-05 06:59:00 UTC by rence

just one time, won't burn me

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2023-06-24 20:36:00 UTC by rence

what she said to me, it still echoes

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2023-06-23 03:15:00 UTC by rence

Life After Life

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2023-06-14 19:53:00 UTC by rence

what I dont have in grace can I make it up with madness?

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2023-06-12 05:29:00 UTC by rence

legit ate 10 meals today

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2023-06-11 03:42:00 UTC by rence

自暴自弃鸭

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2023-06-05 18:24:00 UTC by rence

神啊救救我吧一把年纪了

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2023-05-31 07:03:00 UTC by rence

Excited to fly

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2023-05-23 21:48:00 UTC by rence

the end of it all

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2023-05-13 18:57:00 UTC by rence

Don't waste the rest of your years simmering in the maggot broth of memory

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2023-05-11 20:08:00 UTC by rence

it's the jacuzzing in 90 degrees for me

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2023-05-08 02:31:00 UTC by rence

Final Paper Submission:

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2023-05-03 22:49:00 UTC by rence

You know what I call an afternoon while I'm getting drunk? An afternoon!

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2023-05-01 09:01:00 UTC by rence

背水一战

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2023-04-25 18:58:59 UTC by rence

tfw ur professor spills more hot steaming boiling tea than any of ur friends XD

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2023-04-13 08:11:00 UTC by rence

always the villain, never the victim

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2023-04-11 01:29:00 UTC by rence

when ur college refuses to feed u and u have to #wineanddine

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2023-04-08 00:48:00 UTC by rence

又是吃猪食的一天呢

moments

2023-04-05 19:52:49 UTC by rence

don't let perfect get in the way of GOOOD

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2023-04-04 03:30:11 UTC by rence

一人 一晚 一个奇迹

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2023-04-02 05:07:00 UTC by rence

I realized my mode of traveling is really vacating

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2023-03-05 06:30:00 UTC by rence

她和我们不一样,还要继续向前呢

但很可惜,我们的故事已经结束了

所以过去的人,就让他留在过去吧

这一次,我们也要在这里分开吗?

不,这一次,我们一起走到最后

这是一个关于爱的故事

它也将有一个,属于爱的结局

你看,我们留下的足迹

不论何时,它就在这里

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2023-03-04 07:26:00 UTC by rence

It's the fucking wurthering heights out here

thoughts

2023-02-27 02:27:14 UTC by rence

何夜无月?何处无竹柏?

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2023-02-20 02:21:06 UTC by rence

I know I typically have it but I'm letting my grip go

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2023-02-17 19:10:28 UTC by rence

Dressed in your best

One Last Deep Breath

Turn towards the sun

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2023-02-17 03:43:00 UTC by rence

I thought that everybody gets older, but I guess that's not the case. 'Cause you said goodbye to your family last night, you were only twenty-eight. And the year is gonna get a lot colder, but you'll always be stuck in June. When the trees turn red, will it hit me then. That I'm not gonna see you soon?

I guess the hardest part of getting old

Is that some people that you love don't

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2023-02-13 01:08:27 UTC by rence

You’re 22 and still living in my house there is no god.

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2023-02-07 05:31:23 UTC by rence

我总是天真的以为 没什么是不可能的

在阳光明媚的未来 我还会遇到无数的人呢

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2023-02-07 02:52:20 UTC by rence

突然有种春秋一梦将醒,无量大厦将倾的感觉

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2023-02-03 23:52:25 UTC by rence

I hate that I'm so easily convinced

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2022-12-01 00:15:56 UTC by rence

it ain’t the permanent revolution the perpetual edict the eternal sunshine of the whatever mind

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2022-11-23 02:04:00 UTC by rence

I can still melt your world, argumentative antithetical dream girl!

I hear your keys turn in the door down the hallway, is that your key in the door, is it ok? Is it you?

OR HAVE THEY COME TO TAKE ME AWAYYYYY

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2022-11-20 05:57:53 UTC by rence

Lord Jesus Christ

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2022-11-16 21:08:32 UTC by rence

会是浪费了吗

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2022-11-11 00:04:00 UTC by rence

I finally settled into my role as a senior by not doing the hw that is due tonight because there's always tomorrow

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2022-11-08 15:40:00 UTC by rence

Your ex-friend's sister met someone at a club and he kissed her turns out it was that guy you hooked up with ages ago some wannabe z-lister and all the outfits were terrible 2003 unbearable did you see the photo no I didn't but thanks though

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2022-11-02 16:42:00 UTC by rence

I mean you can't sit on 10 billion dollars worth of boards

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2022-10-23 23:47:00 UTC by rence

So where is this person who only wants from me sweet nothings

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2022-10-22 18:12:00 UTC by rence

Midnights

Checkmate, I couldn’t lose

I miss you, but I miss sparkling

You know how much I hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back,

just like that

From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes

I gave my blood, sweat and tears for this

I hosted parties and starved my body

Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss

The jokes weren't funny, I took the money

My friends from home don't know what to say

I looked around in a blood-soaked gown

And I saw something they can't take away

'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned

Everything you lose is a step you take

So make the friendship bracelets

Take the moment and taste it

You've got no reason to be afraid

You're on your own, kid

Yeah, you can face this

You're on your own, kid

You always have been

So I wander through these nights

I prefer hiding in plain sight

My fourth drink in my hand

These desperate prayers of a cursed man

Spilling out to you for free

But darling, darling, please

You wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking

If you knew where I was walking

To a house, not a home, all alone 'cause nobody's there

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2022-10-21 01:06:00 UTC by rence

ITS MW HIIMTHEPROVLEMITZME

everhbodyagreeesss

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2022-10-16 16:46:00 UTC by rence

They tell me I'm hell-bent on revenge

I cut my teeth on weaker men

I won't apologize again

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2022-10-11 19:02:00 UTC by rence

In paris you aked me if I was afraid that we'd fall out of love

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2022-10-09 17:27:00 UTC by rence

All the haters try to thwart my efforts at self reinvention

thoughts

2022-10-02 19:05:00 UTC by rence

So long, and good night!

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2022-09-14 13:26:00 UTC by rence

为什么别人的爱情看上去总是那么轻而易举

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2022-09-09 14:11:00 UTC by rence

cannot believe that I'm now that kid who wakes up too late for breakfast for an entire week

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2022-09-09 02:37:43 UTC by rence

世界... 遗忘我...

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2022-09-02 16:33:00 UTC by rence

我仍稳稳当当行进在当年的航线,

明月已升至中天,

但当年的耳语者还不曾离开,

还只对我一个人透露唯一的秘密

我仍像当年的少年,

但已是能接受你所有改变,

已是能控制我所有泪点

thoughts

2022-08-15 07:14:00 UTC by rence

一个人就一个人

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2022-08-12 21:58:02 UTC by rence

white arrows will break the black night

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2022-08-08 01:05:00 UTC by rence

她的茉莉花我还在喝着

她听的歌我还在唱着呢

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2022-08-01 03:26:00 UTC by rence

within cells interlinked within cells interlinked within cells interlinked

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2022-07-23 07:56:00 UTC by rence

I get ready I get all dressed up

To go no where in particular

Doesn't matter if I'm not enough

For the future or the things to come

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2022-07-17 13:21:00 UTC by rence

My Happy Ending

不可承受之痛

致明日之舞

thoughts

2022-07-11 18:38:00 UTC by rence

Why does every day involve a fight with an American?

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2022-06-28 01:01:30 UTC by rence

是非进退难断 不断亦难 愿生有去处 苍有归途 但保持飞扬

lyrics

2022-06-15 04:44:00 UTC by rence

No Roof Access

Floors BB through R

Exit discharge Level C

Only exit is down

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2022-06-14 01:18:00 UTC by rence

I'm still wondering, if we turned the corner, if I had waited, if we'd been able to grin and bear it.

Would we be home by now?

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2022-06-07 21:05:06 UTC by rence

I hope you are practicing acceptance. I hope you are seeking happiness.

thoughts

2022-05-21 12:21:00 UTC by rence

Necromancer Dreadreapers & Deathbringers, Harbinger of Dawn, Memories of Doom

moments

2022-05-14 23:09:00 UTC by rence

"I kinda enjoy looking that ugly everyday in high school, it was like a power trip"

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2022-05-12 05:47:03 UTC by rence

I’m NOT a shoulder to cry on, but I digress. I’m NOT a leading man. The lies I weave are NOT so intricate.

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2022-05-11 14:10:00 UTC by rence

当我,寂寞:默念这世界不会丢下我

thoughts

2022-05-05 11:18:00 UTC by rence

在这个星球外的九个地方留下传说

thoughts

2022-05-05 09:52:00 UTC by rence

Lanterns burning. Flickered in the night for only you. In losing grip, on sinking ships, you showed up just in time...

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2022-04-23 05:14:59 UTC by rence

深夜破防

moments

2022-04-23 02:13:29 UTC by rence

人生何处不相逢

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2022-04-23 01:14:00 UTC by rence

I am officially balding what the FUCK

moments

2022-04-22 22:35:00 UTC by rence

It Wasn't Just Like a Movie; I didn't get what I wanted
The Rain Didn't Soak Through My Clothes; perhaps it is what I deserved, perhaps I should've done more

Down to My Skin; I need to live with it though, know that everything that was decided was decided for good reason

thoughts

2022-04-14 01:01:00 UTC by rence

There you go, giving a fuck when it ain't your turn to give a fuck.

quotes

2022-04-12 19:41:00 UTC by rence

Now all the stars are turning blue,

Just kiss the clock 2:22

Baby I know what you're wishing for,
I'm wishing for it too

lyrics

2022-03-28 23:19:00 UTC by rence

I, at this point, can proudly no longer tell

thoughts

2022-03-15 23:14:00 UTC by rence

You just turned 21, so lately you’ve been drinking, wasted on alcohol.

You chose to fight the feeling, thinking about, letting go, would that be easy for you then.

quotes

2022-03-14 13:24:00 UTC by rence

冒险家 该干嘛

thoughts

2022-03-07 18:58:00 UTC by rence

Love a good place to hide, in plain sight

lyrics

2022-03-05 19:33:00 UTC by rence

I think you knew, before the war began

What loving to run towards something can do to a man

lyrics

2022-03-03 17:21:00 UTC by rence

I’m Coming Up Short In A Life Worth Nothing

lyrics

2022-02-27 18:01:00 UTC by rence

Everybody’s running from the halo

Everyone thinks that they’re bad inside

Everybody takes what they can handle

Everyone thinks that they’re 2 young 2 die

lyrics

2022-02-22 12:54:00 UTC by rence

Help me, my god, this got messy

lyrics

2022-02-19 02:42:00 UTC by rence

Wish it didn’t have to end like this

Shouldn’t matter, shouldn’t matter, but it does

在这个因果都已受用的时刻,又还有什么不能接受呢

thoughts

2022-02-19 02:13:00 UTC by rence

TOLD YOU I’M NOT BULLETPROOF NOW YOU KNOW

moments

2022-02-19 02:13:00 UTC by rence

Well here we are

Better now than never

thoughts

2022-02-18 10:43:00 UTC by rence

Courage, don’t you dare fail me now

lyrics

2022-02-17 16:15:00 UTC by rence

The way people read incest, perversion, eroticism into everything they see is only telling of their lewd, lascivious, obscene minds

thoughts

2022-02-12 03:07:00 UTC by rence

我是否还值得

thoughts

2022-02-04 12:11:00 UTC by rence

海灯节快乐

人生圆满

moments

2022-01-23 01:54:00 UTC by rence

my demons are not remotely tackled.

they are just mildly concussed.

but what was behind me are now in front of me.

thoughts

2022-01-12 16:23:00 UTC by rence

这朝朝暮暮的时间里哟 多得是 你所不知道的事

thoughts

2022-01-02 02:09:00 UTC by rence

Now I’m afraid of the ghost, Oh My God

Let me relinquish and start to distinguish my past, and my time

Let me extinguish the havoc, the sequence, the loss, in my mind

lyrics

2021-12-27 13:28:00 UTC by rence

This novel has hijacked my plans AGAIN UGH

moments

2021-12-14 23:54:00 UTC by rence

holding on for dear life, but not really

– it’s like a part of me that was screaming not to jump gets lost

(can anything ever not work as much as this hasn’t worked)

thoughts

2021-12-08 21:02:00 UTC by rence

Honey Tramps Like Us

Hate Like Us

thoughts

2021-12-05 10:05:00 UTC by rence

人对爱和永远 应该有执念

相遇离别 贪嗔爱痴怨

lyrics

2021-12-01 15:20:00 UTC by rence

Either Way, I Lose You In These Silent Days

It Wasn’t Right, But It Was Right On Time

lyrics

2021-11-28 18:42:00 UTC by rence

我过得不好,但我会活着

哦耶

thoughts

2021-11-22 00:45:00 UTC by rence

It’s always one of those rainy nights when you’re the only person left in your suite and the dorm heater is already running on power-saver mode that you feel some kind of way

thoughts

2021-11-12 00:18:00 UTC by rence

Red (Taylor’s Version)

And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now

He’s gonna say it’s love,

you never called it what it was

And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?

Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?

‘Cause in this city’s barren cold

I still remember the first fall of snow

And how it glistened as it fell

I remember it all too well

— All Too Well

How long will it be cute, all this crying in my room?

When you can’t blame it on my youth

Lord, what will become of me

Once I’ve lost my novelty?

And someone else lights up the room?

People love an ingénue

How can a person know everything at eighteen

But nothing at twenty-two?

And will you still want me when I’m nothing new?

— Nothing New

Too young to know it gets better

I’ll be summer sun for you forever

Forever winter if you go

— Forever Winter

lyrics

2021-11-11 23:56:00 UTC by rence

Out of focus, eye to eye

I can’t decide if it’s a choice

Nothing safe is worth the drive

getting swept away

RED.

thoughts

2021-11-06 08:18:00 UTC by rence

A gentleman paid for my water at Union Station today. I am very grateful. I hope he has a good life.

moments

2021-10-22 23:41:00 UTC by rence

In the Final cut, there’s a Final scene.

and a Final girl, you know she should be screaming

lyrics

2021-10-10 10:30:00 UTC by rence

付出的,失去的

都成为你了

thoughts

2021-10-05 09:39:00 UTC by rence

All your love, may fade away

All you’ll become, may all go to waste

lyrics

2021-10-01 16:16:00 UTC by rence

spontaneous combustion

imminent collapse

impending doom

Never gone into anything with less confidence in my LIFE

moments

2021-09-29 14:40:00 UTC by rence

晚风中闪过, 几帧从前啊

lyrics

2021-09-12 10:34:00 UTC by rence

Gonna give, my, all, see, how far this can go.

lyrics

2021-09-08 18:14:00 UTC by rence

It’s hotter than hell where I’m at.

moments

2021-09-04 22:52:00 UTC by rence

Reading past texts makes me wonder if I ever think before I text

thoughts

2021-09-02 02:20:00 UTC by rence

This rainy breezy night shall be remembered

This Little Light Of Mine

Another Hopeful Tomorrow

thoughts

2021-08-24 16:19:00 UTC by rence

这才是我高贵的人生

这才是我高贵的人生

这才是我高贵的人生

thoughts

2021-08-20 10:16:00 UTC by rence

人生每一步重要的选择,都不能被别人拖后腿。

职场上每个人都是孤单的。如果你觉得自己撑不下去,那只能证明这条路是错的。

quotes

2021-08-04 15:52:00 UTC by rence

can’t think head empty :)

thoughts

2021-08-03 12:35:00 UTC by rence

:孤注一掷放在严冰身上,不觉得这是一步险棋吗?

:与其坐以待毙,不如放手一搏。我没有退路了

quotes

2021-07-26 00:29:00 UTC by rence

You say the whole world’s ending

Honey it ALREADY DID

lyrics

2021-07-23 21:41:00 UTC by rence

It’s 2020, and I’m 30

I’ll do another 10

2030 I’ll be 40

and off myself then

lyrics

2021-07-14 21:09:00 UTC by rence

You ever not want to go outside because putting on sunscreen is just too much?

moments

2021-07-11 23:48:00 UTC by rence

I Need Something Soon

thoughts

2021-07-09 21:05:00 UTC by rence

That July Ninth, Beat of Your Heart.

lyrics

2021-06-16 23:09:00 UTC by rence

This is the part where I spit it all out and you decide what you think of me

So tell me what you’re thinking about when eyes are closed and lights are down

thoughts

2021-06-16 23:09:00 UTC by rence

Coco Parison

thoughts

2021-05-20 23:10:00 UTC by rence

灯华易散,我是知道的…

quotes

2021-05-14 11:47:00 UTC by rence

即便如此,也没关系

thoughts

2021-05-13 09:27:00 UTC by rence

倥偬一生

thoughts

2021-05-12 23:58:00 UTC by rence

总是陷进故事里,为什么我每次都当真

moments

2021-05-08 13:50:00 UTC by rence

and I say I’m fine but I’m lying at the time.

lyrics

2021-04-18 17:48:00 UTC by rence

The best of times are behind us

Dire Times Ahead

moments

2021-04-12 01:18:00 UTC by rence

旅行者:当你重新踏上旅途时,不要忘记旅途本身的意义。

quotes

2021-04-10 18:27:00 UTC by rence

只想说 多幸运 因为你

lyrics

2021-04-05 02:21:00 UTC by rence

could you PLEASE hear my voice that hungers for a duo

moments

2021-04-02 10:08:00 UTC by rence

The Evil Within Speaks And Demands To Be Heard

thoughts

2021-03-26 01:22:00 UTC by rence

我是否还值得 被爱一次呢

多难过都不准 对谁提起了

你说我这个人 怎么听不进去呢

只是寂寞惯了

lyrics

2021-03-14 20:56:00 UTC by rence

now,

not even they can stop me

now,

more will go with age

thoughts

2021-02-15 23:43:00 UTC by rence

thought I was original but after all ...

thoughts

2021-02-13 21:56:00 UTC by rence

Not to us, my lord, but to Your Name give Glory

quotes

2021-02-01 20:38:00 UTC by rence

Some days I run for cover some I only run my mouth

Don't know what that's about

lyrics

2021-01-11 00:55:00 UTC by rence

Red lights

Stop signs

lyrics

2020-12-23 11:07:00 UTC by rence

We live in a twilight world & there are no friends at dusk

We are probably blind & you may be dead by now

thoughts

2020-12-17 18:53:00 UTC by rence

Is there anybody else out there who doesn't like workouts but loves the pain

thoughts

2020-12-11 09:56:00 UTC by rence

evermore

One for the money, two for the show

I never was ready so I watch you go

— champagne problems

Walk past, quick brush

I don’t like slow motion, double vision in rose blush

I don’t like that falling feels like flying ‘til the bone crush

— gold rush

But what would you do if I

Break free and leave us in ruins

Took this dagger in me and removed it

Gain the weight of you, then lose it

Believe me, I could do it

If it’s all in my head, tell me now

— tolerate it

Past me:

I wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things

Your nemeses

Will defeat themselves before you get the chance to swing

— long story short

The autumn chill that wakes me up

You loved the amber skies so much

— marjorie

lyrics

2020-12-05 12:41:00 UTC by rence

He’s gone… Damn it… Damn it… I’m free…

moments

2020-11-14 18:22:00 UTC by rence

It's too bright outside.

‘Cause I’m low on the phone, you say, “Do or die.”

So I talk ‘til I drop, you said, “How could I

have a heart made of stone?” while you’re sipping wine.

lyrics

2020-10-19 18:03:00 UTC by rence

Either way, we’re not alone.

I’ll find a new place to be from.

Driving out

into the sun

Let the ultraviolet

cover me up

Went looking for

a creation myth

Ended up

with a pair of cracked lips

Windows down,

scream along

To some America First

rap country song

A slaughterhouse,

an outlet mall:

Slot machines,

fear of God

lyrics

2020-10-07 17:40:00 UTC by rence

So the strategy for everything nowadays is just throwing shit at the wall and seeing what sticks.

thoughts

2020-10-02 10:28:00 UTC by rence

举着差不多的V

开着差不多的P

跟差不多的潮流

喊着差不多的Yo

交差不多的男友

走得差不多的Close

供差不多的楼

送差不多的Rose

lyrics

2020-09-21 22:52:00 UTC by rence

And this seemingly endless galaxy, is still there. Lingering, waiting, for our next move. Knowing that it’s greatest stories, still lie ahead. And it’s yours to tell.

quotes

2020-09-10 11:05:00 UTC by rence

The Dogma Lives Loudly Within You

quotes

2020-09-02 21:34:00 UTC by rence

七人七罪,不知谁能笑着离开

quotes

2020-08-22 17:48:00 UTC by rence

One More Weekend

moments

2020-08-05 22:17:00 UTC by rence

You sold that car the year you finished school

I stopped wearing that faded parachute

thoughts

2020-07-30 12:44:00 UTC by rence

I can’t, can’t believe you want me

After all the heart breaks, after all I’ve done

I can’t, can’t believe you trust me

After all the rough days, you still call me up

lyrics

2020-07-24 00:12:00 UTC by rence

folklore

Wanting was enough

For me, it was enough

— august

They told me all of my cages were mental

So I got wasted like all my potential

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

I have a lot of regrets about that

— this is me trying

Only twenty minutes to sleep

But you dream of some epiphany

— epiphany

Time, curious time

Gave me no compasses, gave me no signs

Time, mystical time

Cutting me open, then healing me fine

Time, wondrous time

Gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies

— invisible strings

Cursing my name, wishing I stayed

You turned into your worst fears

Tossing out blame, drunk on this pain

Crossing out the good years

Cursing me name, wishing I stayed

Look at how my tears ricochet

— my tears ricochet

lyrics

2020-07-15 17:50:00 UTC by rence

如果 另个时空

另个身体 能不能

换另一种 结局

lyrics

2020-06-27 23:02:00 UTC by rence

放眼平生愿望,都和你有关

趁我余生未满,可否相结伴

lyrics

2020-06-21 19:48:00 UTC by rence

With old age comes wisdom, they say. “Or at least, it may change the questions we ask,” you mutter to yourself. You have had trouble sleeping lately - more often than not, while the rest of your court is sound asleep, you find yourself staring at the ceiling.

You are getting older, each day closer to leaving this plane of existence. It is folly to fear such things, of course, yet you cannot keep these feelings at bay. Didn’t you used to dream of… more? What happened to love?

quotes

2020-06-13 18:37:00 UTC by rence

But in my darkest hour I stumbled on a secret power: let me be the one I'm always scared to be

thoughts

2020-05-31 11:10:00 UTC by rence

希望你像我一样

凭一口气,点一盏灯

要知道念念不忘,必有回响

有灯就有人

quotes

2020-05-14 19:41:00 UTC by rence

Real Strategy Requires Cunning

quotes

2020-05-02 20:36:00 UTC by rence

没繁华红毯的少年时代里

若不是他

我怎么走过寂寂无名

我想告诉你相爱太难了

但少年一瞬动心就永远动心

lyrics

2020-04-23 21:21:00 UTC by rence

hey you hey you hey pick me

moments

2020-04-17 16:31:00 UTC by rence

I found an old pair of Keys in my purse that opened The walkup we shared How did they get there, jerk? I wanna see you there I wanna make it work.
I didn’t brush my hair And my lashes are falling Off of seven years Of our bad luck dating I want one last night there A Brooklyn night affair.

lyrics

2020-03-25 11:35:00 UTC by rence

We fight the past, it fights back.

Forward. Even if alone.

quotes

2020-03-14 15:12:00 UTC by rence

I can't believe I have to know you FOREVER

quotes

2020-03-04 01:57:00 UTC by rence

Claim what you deserve: Money, Power, Glory.

thoughts

2020-02-18 05:52:00 UTC by rence

It's really difficult when you want to be antisocial and have your life together and you want the tea but don't want to be a prying bitch

thoughts

2020-01-21 22:55:00 UTC by rence

a sturdy back

but brittle bones

too weak to slow

lyrics

2019-11-27 13:15:00 UTC by rence

Every day is a blur

Sometimes I can't tell what day it is

Don't know what day it is

Can you tell me what day it is?

thoughts