十五岁的我，再怎么跑也跑不出操场

quotes

I'd rather burn my whole life down
Than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin'
I'll tell you something 'bout my good name
It's mine alone to disgrace
I don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing

lyrics

pipeline must succeed

moments

When you don't know, you can believe in anything. But now I know I fr can't be living that ghetto life no more..

thoughts

有些苦难必定不会让所有人知道

quotes

Harvey Milk is the best terminal in America

moments

it pains me to say Hong Kong is over

quotes

Do I really like coding or do I just like when things work out the way I want them to

thoughts

you got me misunderstood but at least I look this good

lyrics

Fingers Crossed for OW RTW DONE4

moments

now you're out of my way, and im running out of thing i could say, and i think about you every day, and the memories fade. im finally fine without you. lifes NOT a race, I really hope you find your own pace. and I wish someday you feel the same. cuz ill be ok im finally fine without you

lyrics

birthday for one

moments

for someone who is supposed to be pragmatic, I love delusion

thoughts

但这次我不想沉默

lyrics

今天也是丧家之犬在街上逃窜的一天呢

thoughts

barista gave me free coffee and I didn't know how to behave

thoughts

Wait a minute, hold up a second Don't leave me here with this feeling, like I'm the one full of regret Like I never did good for us both, like you never did Pull out that weapon And stick that knife in my back, was I supposed to accept it When your words are like More than just sticks and stones, kinda like a bullet A hollow tip that's lodged in my bones, and I can't just swallow it

My pride is more than all that I own, so I gotta give it away And some of the times I'm all the way wrong But can't you see past me and see my fucked up home That made me the meanest, the devil is just singing along To the song I write 'til I'm alone at night And I hang up the phone and bite my tongue 'Cause I know that me and you is just only right, but One, one, one, one...

lyrics

Thank you for choosing United

quotes

functionally how are clubbing and jumproping different???

thoughts

I love when I keep typing and clicking send faster than I can think about wbhat I typed

thoughts

It is all very interesting, what is happening

quotes

I don't think I'd need wisdom beyond my years. I just need wisdom. Not years.

thoughts

普通的人生 普通的活法 但我不想普通的过

lyrics

Flying standby is such a thrilling experience this is crazy. If you want some fun in life definitely will recommend!

thoughts

If i cant make it onto this one its mcdonalds for me

moments

the way people can talk about donuts for an hour I hope I never become geriatric

thoughts

deutschebahn cancelling trains left and right imma kms

moments

你的幸福吵到了整个爱丁堡

quotes

你一定要胜利。18岁的文东恩和36岁的文东恩，我都支持。

quotes

just because it didn't work doesn't mean it's meaningless to me, just wasn't meant to be

lyrics

TO THOSE WHO FEAR, BUT JUMP ANYWAY

quotes

if life gives you lemons... you're probably dyslexic

quotes

Sometimes I think, hmmm, wouldn't that be nice. Then I'm reminded that actually, it is indeed not that nice.

thoughts

I don't believe in sunbathing, I believe in seeking shade

thoughts

so why am I crying at the gym again

moments

how did I slip on this fucking street and am now seizing on the stairs

moments

Everyday in Turkey is show and tell

moments

six months later I'm still here

thoughts

istg tmr i will starve, tmr...

thoughts

everyday I tell myself gluttony is a sin but

moments

summer to snow in one day

moments

I’ll keep my lanterns lit

lyrics

好きってことさ。仆は君に会う为に生まれてきたのかもしれない。ありがとう。君に会えて嬉しかったよ。

lyrics

难道不是吗？我的孤傲，无需言表。

thoughts

I didn't come here to make friends

lyrics

可是现在呢？你说呢？

thoughts

the temptation to delete comments is great but I keep reminding myself that it is just an exercise in strength and acceptance, to go public means to embrace criticism, no one can live in a greenhouse of praise eternally

thoughts

Said don’t look down and then you do you put your past on me and you think you got problems well I have too you ran from love thats nothing new

lyrics

my plans get rain checked like literally every other weekend in New York kms

moments

This is a Brooklyn bound F train via the E line.

quotes

Downtown E runs via the F after 5 Ave/53 St to 2 Ave, the last stop. No E between W 4th St-Wash Sq and World Trade Center.

quotes

every day in NYC is an embarrassment

thoughts

I dont wanna be that person but I would literally be that person

thoughts

drinking Paula's Choice LMFAOO

quotes

Whenever I feel d pressed about being old i think of xiaozhan and then im ok

thoughts

Today is the perfect day to be a Taylor Swift fan. So was yesterday. So is tomorrow. And every day from now on until forever!

moments

HOLY SHIT I THINK IM GOING TO SEE TAYLOR SWIFT ITS A MIRACLE

moments

America, I need a miracle

lyrics

First of all, I'm an american, so I don't have to understand anything

quotes

the eight phones for four people kinda vacation

moments

They close the parkway late last night, and as I say with the echoes of the lies that I told, I felt young, never change

lyrics

just one time, won't burn me

lyrics

what she said to me, it still echoes

thoughts

Life After Life

moments

what I dont have in grace can I make it up with madness?

thoughts

legit ate 10 meals today

moments

自暴自弃鸭

moments

神啊救救我吧一把年纪了

lyrics

Excited to fly

thoughts

the end of it all

moments

Don't waste the rest of your years simmering in the maggot broth of memory

quotes

it's the jacuzzing in 90 degrees for me

moments

Final Paper Submission:

moments

You know what I call an afternoon while I'm getting drunk? An afternoon!

moments

背水一战

moments

tfw ur professor spills more hot steaming boiling tea than any of ur friends XD

thoughts

always the villain, never the victim

thoughts

when ur college refuses to feed u and u have to #wineanddine

moments

又是吃猪食的一天呢

moments

don't let perfect get in the way of GOOOD

quotes

一人 一晚 一个奇迹

moments

I realized my mode of traveling is really vacating

thoughts

她和我们不一样，还要继续向前呢

但很可惜，我们的故事已经结束了

所以过去的人，就让他留在过去吧

这一次，我们也要在这里分开吗？

不，这一次，我们一起走到最后

这是一个关于爱的故事

它也将有一个，属于爱的结局

你看，我们留下的足迹

不论何时，它就在这里

quotes

It's the fucking wurthering heights out here

thoughts

何夜无月？何处无竹柏？

quotes

I know I typically have it but I'm letting my grip go

lyrics

Dressed in your best

One Last Deep Breath

Turn towards the sun

lyrics

I thought that everybody gets older, but I guess that's not the case. 'Cause you said goodbye to your family last night, you were only twenty-eight. And the year is gonna get a lot colder, but you'll always be stuck in June. When the trees turn red, will it hit me then. That I'm not gonna see you soon?

I guess the hardest part of getting old

Is that some people that you love don't

lyrics

You’re 22 and still living in my house there is no god.

quotes

我总是天真的以为 没什么是不可能的

在阳光明媚的未来 我还会遇到无数的人呢

lyrics

突然有种春秋一梦将醒，无量大厦将倾的感觉

thoughts

I hate that I'm so easily convinced

thoughts

it ain’t the permanent revolution the perpetual edict the eternal sunshine of the whatever mind

thoughts

I can still melt your world, argumentative antithetical dream girl!

I hear your keys turn in the door down the hallway, is that your key in the door, is it ok? Is it you?

OR HAVE THEY COME TO TAKE ME AWAYYYYY

lyrics

Lord Jesus Christ

moments

会是浪费了吗

moments

I finally settled into my role as a senior by not doing the hw that is due tonight because there's always tomorrow

thoughts

Your ex-friend's sister met someone at a club and he kissed her turns out it was that guy you hooked up with ages ago some wannabe z-lister and all the outfits were terrible 2003 unbearable did you see the photo no I didn't but thanks though

lyrics

I mean you can't sit on 10 billion dollars worth of boards

quotes

So where is this person who only wants from me sweet nothings

thoughts

Midnights

Checkmate, I couldn’t lose

I miss you, but I miss sparkling

You know how much I hate that everybody just expects me to bounce back,

just like that

From sprinkler splashes to fireplace ashes

I gave my blood, sweat and tears for this

I hosted parties and starved my body

Like I'd be saved by a perfect kiss

The jokes weren't funny, I took the money

My friends from home don't know what to say

I looked around in a blood-soaked gown

And I saw something they can't take away

'Cause there were pages turned with the bridges burned

Everything you lose is a step you take

So make the friendship bracelets

Take the moment and taste it

You've got no reason to be afraid

You're on your own, kid

Yeah, you can face this

You're on your own, kid

You always have been

So I wander through these nights

I prefer hiding in plain sight

My fourth drink in my hand

These desperate prayers of a cursed man

Spilling out to you for free

But darling, darling, please

You wouldn't take my word for it if you knew who was talking

If you knew where I was walking

To a house, not a home, all alone 'cause nobody's there

lyrics

ITS MW HIIMTHEPROVLEMITZME

everhbodyagreeesss

lyrics

They tell me I'm hell-bent on revenge

I cut my teeth on weaker men

I won't apologize again

lyrics

In paris you aked me if I was afraid that we'd fall out of love

lyrics

All the haters try to thwart my efforts at self reinvention

thoughts

So long, and good night!

quotes

为什么别人的爱情看上去总是那么轻而易举

thoughts

cannot believe that I'm now that kid who wakes up too late for breakfast for an entire week

moments

世界... 遗忘我...

quotes

我仍稳稳当当行进在当年的航线，

明月已升至中天，

但当年的耳语者还不曾离开，

还只对我一个人透露唯一的秘密

我仍像当年的少年，

但已是能接受你所有改变，

已是能控制我所有泪点

thoughts

一个人就一个人

audio

white arrows will break the black night

lyrics

她的茉莉花我还在喝着

她听的歌我还在唱着呢

lyrics

within cells interlinked within cells interlinked within cells interlinked

quotes

I get ready I get all dressed up

To go no where in particular

Doesn't matter if I'm not enough

For the future or the things to come

lyrics

My Happy Ending

不可承受之痛

致明日之舞

thoughts

Why does every day involve a fight with an American?

quotes

是非进退难断 不断亦难 愿生有去处 苍有归途 但保持飞扬

lyrics

No Roof Access

Floors BB through R

Exit discharge Level C

Only exit is down

moments

I'm still wondering, if we turned the corner, if I had waited, if we'd been able to grin and bear it.

Would we be home by now?

lyrics

I hope you are practicing acceptance. I hope you are seeking happiness.

thoughts

Necromancer Dreadreapers & Deathbringers, Harbinger of Dawn, Memories of Doom

moments

"I kinda enjoy looking that ugly everyday in high school, it was like a power trip"

quotes

I’m NOT a shoulder to cry on, but I digress. I’m NOT a leading man. The lies I weave are NOT so intricate.

thoughts

当我，寂寞：默念这世界不会丢下我

thoughts

在这个星球外的九个地方留下传说

thoughts

Lanterns burning. Flickered in the night for only you. In losing grip, on sinking ships, you showed up just in time...

lyrics

深夜破防

moments

人生何处不相逢

thoughts

I am officially balding what the FUCK

moments

It Wasn't Just Like a Movie; I didn't get what I wanted
The Rain Didn't Soak Through My Clothes; perhaps it is what I deserved, perhaps I should've done more

Down to My Skin; I need to live with it though, know that everything that was decided was decided for good reason

thoughts

There you go, giving a fuck when it ain't your turn to give a fuck.

quotes

Now all the stars are turning blue,

Just kiss the clock 2:22

Baby I know what you're wishing for,
I'm wishing for it too

lyrics

I, at this point, can proudly no longer tell

thoughts

You just turned 21, so lately you’ve been drinking, wasted on alcohol.

You chose to fight the feeling, thinking about, letting go, would that be easy for you then.

quotes

冒险家 该干嘛

thoughts

Love a good place to hide, in plain sight

lyrics

I think you knew, before the war began

What loving to run towards something can do to a man

lyrics

I’m Coming Up Short In A Life Worth Nothing

lyrics

Everybody’s running from the halo

Everyone thinks that they’re bad inside

Everybody takes what they can handle

Everyone thinks that they’re 2 young 2 die

lyrics

Help me, my god, this got messy

lyrics

Wish it didn’t have to end like this

Shouldn’t matter, shouldn’t matter, but it does

在这个因果都已受用的时刻，又还有什么不能接受呢

thoughts

TOLD YOU I’M NOT BULLETPROOF NOW YOU KNOW

moments

Well here we are

Better now than never

thoughts

Courage, don’t you dare fail me now

lyrics

The way people read incest, perversion, eroticism into everything they see is only telling of their lewd, lascivious, obscene minds

thoughts

我是否还值得

thoughts

海灯节快乐

人生圆满

moments

my demons are not remotely tackled.

they are just mildly concussed.

but what was behind me are now in front of me.

thoughts

这朝朝暮暮的时间里哟 多得是 你所不知道的事

thoughts

Now I’m afraid of the ghost, Oh My God

Let me relinquish and start to distinguish my past, and my time

Let me extinguish the havoc, the sequence, the loss, in my mind

lyrics

This novel has hijacked my plans AGAIN UGH

moments

holding on for dear life, but not really

– it’s like a part of me that was screaming not to jump gets lost

(can anything ever not work as much as this hasn’t worked)

thoughts

Honey Tramps Like Us

Hate Like Us

thoughts

人对爱和永远 应该有执念

相遇离别 贪嗔爱痴怨

lyrics

Either Way, I Lose You In These Silent Days

It Wasn’t Right, But It Was Right On Time

lyrics

我过得不好，但我会活着

哦耶

thoughts

It’s always one of those rainy nights when you’re the only person left in your suite and the dorm heater is already running on power-saver mode that you feel some kind of way

thoughts

Red (Taylor’s Version)

And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now

He’s gonna say it’s love,

you never called it what it was

And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?

Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?

‘Cause in this city’s barren cold

I still remember the first fall of snow

And how it glistened as it fell

I remember it all too well

— All Too Well

How long will it be cute, all this crying in my room?

When you can’t blame it on my youth

Lord, what will become of me

Once I’ve lost my novelty?

And someone else lights up the room?

People love an ingénue

How can a person know everything at eighteen

But nothing at twenty-two?

And will you still want me when I’m nothing new?

— Nothing New

Too young to know it gets better

I’ll be summer sun for you forever

Forever winter if you go

— Forever Winter

lyrics

Out of focus, eye to eye

I can’t decide if it’s a choice

Nothing safe is worth the drive

getting swept away

RED.

thoughts

A gentleman paid for my water at Union Station today. I am very grateful. I hope he has a good life.

moments

In the Final cut, there’s a Final scene.

and a Final girl, you know she should be screaming

lyrics

付出的，失去的

都成为你了

thoughts

All your love, may fade away

All you’ll become, may all go to waste

lyrics

spontaneous combustion

imminent collapse

impending doom

Never gone into anything with less confidence in my LIFE

moments

晚风中闪过， 几帧从前啊

lyrics

Gonna give, my, all, see, how far this can go.

lyrics

It’s hotter than hell where I’m at.

moments

Reading past texts makes me wonder if I ever think before I text

thoughts

This rainy breezy night shall be remembered

This Little Light Of Mine

Another Hopeful Tomorrow

thoughts

这才是我高贵的人生

这才是我高贵的人生

这才是我高贵的人生

thoughts

人生每一步重要的选择，都不能被别人拖后腿。

职场上每个人都是孤单的。如果你觉得自己撑不下去，那只能证明这条路是错的。

quotes

can’t think head empty :)

thoughts

：孤注一掷放在严冰身上，不觉得这是一步险棋吗？

：与其坐以待毙，不如放手一搏。我没有退路了

quotes

You say the whole world’s ending

Honey it ALREADY DID

lyrics

It’s 2020, and I’m 30

I’ll do another 10

2030 I’ll be 40

and off myself then

lyrics

You ever not want to go outside because putting on sunscreen is just too much?

moments

I Need Something Soon

thoughts

That July Ninth, Beat of Your Heart.

lyrics

Coco Parison

thoughts

This is the part where I spit it all out and you decide what you think of me

So tell me what you’re thinking about when eyes are closed and lights are down

thoughts

灯华易散，我是知道的…

quotes

即便如此，也没关系

thoughts

倥偬一生

thoughts

总是陷进故事里，为什么我每次都当真

moments

and I say I’m fine but I’m lying at the time.

lyrics

The best of times are behind us

Dire Times Ahead

moments

旅行者：当你重新踏上旅途时，不要忘记旅途本身的意义。

quotes

只想说 多幸运 因为你

lyrics

could you PLEASE hear my voice that hungers for a duo

moments

The Evil Within Speaks And Demands To Be Heard

thoughts

我是否还值得 被爱一次呢

多难过都不准 对谁提起了

你说我这个人 怎么听不进去呢

只是寂寞惯了

lyrics

now,

not even they can stop me

now,

more will go with age

thoughts

thought I was original but after all ...

thoughts

Not to us, my lord, but to Your Name give Glory

quotes

Some days I run for cover some I only run my mouth

Don't know what that's about

lyrics

Red lights

Stop signs

lyrics

We live in a twilight world & there are no friends at dusk

We are probably blind & you may be dead by now

thoughts

Is there anybody else out there who doesn't like workouts but loves the pain

thoughts

evermore

One for the money, two for the show

I never was ready so I watch you go

— champagne problems

Walk past, quick brush

I don’t like slow motion, double vision in rose blush

I don’t like that falling feels like flying ‘til the bone crush

— gold rush

But what would you do if I

Break free and leave us in ruins

Took this dagger in me and removed it

Gain the weight of you, then lose it

Believe me, I could do it

If it’s all in my head, tell me now

— tolerate it

Past me:

I wanna tell you not to get lost in these petty things

Your nemeses

Will defeat themselves before you get the chance to swing

— long story short

The autumn chill that wakes me up

You loved the amber skies so much

— marjorie

lyrics

He’s gone… Damn it… Damn it… I’m free…

moments

It's too bright outside.

‘Cause I’m low on the phone, you say, “Do or die.”

So I talk ‘til I drop, you said, “How could I

have a heart made of stone?” while you’re sipping wine.

lyrics

Either way, we’re not alone.

I’ll find a new place to be from.

Driving out

into the sun

Let the ultraviolet

cover me up

Went looking for

a creation myth

Ended up

with a pair of cracked lips

Windows down,

scream along

To some America First

rap country song

A slaughterhouse,

an outlet mall:

Slot machines,

fear of God

lyrics

So the strategy for everything nowadays is just throwing shit at the wall and seeing what sticks.

thoughts

举着差不多的V

开着差不多的P

跟差不多的潮流

喊着差不多的Yo

交差不多的男友

走得差不多的Close

供差不多的楼

送差不多的Rose

lyrics

And this seemingly endless galaxy, is still there. Lingering, waiting, for our next move. Knowing that it’s greatest stories, still lie ahead. And it’s yours to tell.

quotes

The Dogma Lives Loudly Within You

quotes

七人七罪，不知谁能笑着离开

quotes

One More Weekend

moments

You sold that car the year you finished school

I stopped wearing that faded parachute

thoughts

I can’t, can’t believe you want me

After all the heart breaks, after all I’ve done

I can’t, can’t believe you trust me

After all the rough days, you still call me up

lyrics

folklore

Wanting was enough

For me, it was enough

— august

They told me all of my cages were mental

So I got wasted like all my potential

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

I have a lot of regrets about that

— this is me trying

Only twenty minutes to sleep

But you dream of some epiphany

— epiphany

Time, curious time

Gave me no compasses, gave me no signs

Time, mystical time

Cutting me open, then healing me fine

Time, wondrous time

Gave me the blues and then purple-pink skies

— invisible strings

Cursing my name, wishing I stayed

You turned into your worst fears

Tossing out blame, drunk on this pain

Crossing out the good years

Cursing me name, wishing I stayed

Look at how my tears ricochet

— my tears ricochet

lyrics

如果 另个时空

另个身体 能不能

换另一种 结局

lyrics

放眼平生愿望，都和你有关

趁我余生未满，可否相结伴

lyrics

With old age comes wisdom, they say. “Or at least, it may change the questions we ask,” you mutter to yourself. You have had trouble sleeping lately - more often than not, while the rest of your court is sound asleep, you find yourself staring at the ceiling.

You are getting older, each day closer to leaving this plane of existence. It is folly to fear such things, of course, yet you cannot keep these feelings at bay. Didn’t you used to dream of… more? What happened to love?

quotes

But in my darkest hour I stumbled on a secret power: let me be the one I'm always scared to be

thoughts

希望你像我一样

凭一口气，点一盏灯

要知道念念不忘，必有回响

有灯就有人

quotes

Real Strategy Requires Cunning

quotes

没繁华红毯的少年时代里

若不是他

我怎么走过寂寂无名

我想告诉你相爱太难了

但少年一瞬动心就永远动心

lyrics

hey you hey you hey pick me

moments

I found an old pair of Keys in my purse that opened The walkup we shared How did they get there, jerk? I wanna see you there I wanna make it work.
I didn’t brush my hair And my lashes are falling Off of seven years Of our bad luck dating I want one last night there A Brooklyn night affair.

lyrics

We fight the past, it fights back.

Forward. Even if alone.

quotes

I can't believe I have to know you FOREVER

quotes

Claim what you deserve: Money, Power, Glory.

thoughts

It's really difficult when you want to be antisocial and have your life together and you want the tea but don't want to be a prying bitch

thoughts

a sturdy back

but brittle bones

too weak to slow

lyrics

Every day is a blur

Sometimes I can't tell what day it is

Don't know what day it is

Can you tell me what day it is?

thoughts